a post without topic

suddenly feel like want to blog..
maybe is due to chatting with him in evening..
emo? nonono... but i dont know how to describe my feelings...
i can't even control myself not to think so much..
this is me...a girl like to think non stop...
my brain never rest...even dreaming while sleeping...
if can choose,i will rather be like him..ignore everything...


now i should just put more effort on my studies...
now i'm in advance diploma with merit scholarship...
parent are happy with it...it really save a lot !
now is week 2 of first semester...yet i still on holiday mood...
watching drama everyday..facebook..do nothing..
go lecture without note..................
never touch any homework or note or assignment...
relax on first 2 weeks..
i will force myself to study after this..

on the other hand,
i have to change my habit on spending money on buying unnecessary stuff!!!
i really need to control myself not to buy too much useless stuff...
why i couldn't stop myself to do it :(