expect

i'm not expecting anything because i know ther's no hope for me
i know if i expect too much it will just make me sad
i dont wanna cry actualy
but tear drop freely from my eye
i cant contorl my emotion today
feel myself very stupid and naughty today o.0
cry n cry n cry == bii fetch me here and ther (>.<)
waste ppl's time just because of my wayward @@