February month

Well it's such a long time I didn't updated my blog again...
This is because my laptop had dead............ :'(
Until now I still haven't purchase a new one.. No idea what brand should I choose..

8th February 2013
This is the day that my first semester of advance diploma 's result release..
As what I had expected.... My gpa impair.. And this will be the lowest gpa that I ever have =(
A bit down.. Not so sad because many of my classmate failed few subject...
One more reason is because I didn't study well during mid term test ...(due to personal reason)
I need to apologize to my parent because my mood being influence by others thing..

but now I'm on my way dy...
I will focus more on study ...
Haha because of I don't have laptop to watch drama and online ma...
If I don't study what else can I do?


10th February

First day of CNY..
Rainin whole day.. And end up with stay at home only T_T
What a sad thing to mention :(
And it's raining for the following days too...
Ishhh
This year I got very less angpau...


14th February

I received a flower on this day...
11 real red roses...
Hmmmm what can I do with these?
I prefer present :(
This is the first time I received real roses..
But I didn't get excited when received it..
Maybe I'm not a romantic person ....

During new year I don't have mood to do assignment
But I force to do also.. Haha because this is a short semester...
Everything go very fast and rush...
Fortunately we got only two subject in this semester ...
And we will be siting for one paper only !!!! This is the best news for me .. Hehe

24th February

Last day of cny-chap goh meh
Didn't went back to Kuantan due to mummy outstation to Johor~~
And I guess I'm not going back to Kuantan for this two month ...



Nothing much to share dy :)

first post in 2013

this is the first post of year 2013

2012 past so so so fast....

i cant conclude for that year.

so i decided to post some photo about after OCT :)

because i realize after single i less update my blog dy...

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i had graduated for Diploma in year 2012 after 2 years and 4 months :)

Christmas photo with  my best friends =]

went clubbing

and this was my first time !

no comment

just not interested

cousin come kl 

brought me out =]

Christmas photo

foodssssss

♥♥♥

capture at Wing's cafe

**the day after my last paper for advance diploma in first semester

i perm my hair in September

the reason of changing hair style is because of him...

so now im in curly hair..

and many people say i look better in curly hair..

i guess is because i dye my hair!

haha :)

its a new try ^^

pale face after exam month...

even makeup also cant cover

**capture: when otw to melaka with my classmate 

first time travel with my classmate :)

before my ex not allow me to go with class :(

i miss many happy moment with my friends !!!!!

hump

but nvm.i am freedom now !!

famous red house =]

durian puff ♥♥♥ nice

face after alcohol

seriously i cant drink beer.................

shopping day after exam :)

with the love one ♥♥♥

see my chubby face?

yeah i gain 4kg

i had my first 50 kg in my life

sob sob T_T

46kg-->50kg

strongly recommend that bakar lala !!!

its so tasty..

i will definitely go back to melaka and eat again =)

i will pass my day with her during semester break

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i m fucking poor now

i need money so damn much

ptptn i need you so much....

working in holiday T_T

December

Hmmm

Break up with him for two months dy

Now I'm very okay

:)

Recently I eat so much!!  And the consequences is I gain weight x.x

The weird thing is I never get full...

Wondering why my stomach always hungry :(

Final exam coming soon but im still in playing mood

On the other hand Recently I hang out almost everyday!!!!

Now I'm seriously lack of money ToT

:(

i want to update my blog..
but i have no idea what to start with...

today. i failed to apply for ptptn loan :(
because of my own mistake...
how careless i am..
i m so stupid...
mom need to spend money on me dy :(
luckily i still got scholarship to survive ...
but budget for my CNY clothes had gone

im POOR.


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recently i neglect my studies.
and i feel very guilty.
but i m just very lazy..
where is my motivation.?


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i think im very strong :)
i thought i will

feeling of drunk

the feeling of drunk is really bad.
i just cant remember what i had did ~
vomit whole night and blue black everywhere on my body -,-
i guess i fall down many time..
ishhhh

i swear i would not try it again.

recent's life

最近我过得很好 吃得很饱
我没有自暴自弃
我很珍惜自己的身体
我想妈妈看到我这样会为我高兴吧。

我把所有东西通通都换掉了
好麻烦哦 我以后也不想做这么麻烦的事了 =.=
我拖了好多天 才有勇气把全部东西都拿掉
之前我承认我不敢在 fb 放single..
其实是我自己希望还有机会吧
我也怕全部人会问我
我不会答 为什么
因为我不知道为什么 他不要我
现在
我必须接受事实了。
我真的分手了。
一个月了。

原来正真分手的时候我不敢告诉别人
之前我不想面对
我天天都让自己很忙
忙得没时间想东想西


我明白放过他 是放过自己 这个道理
现在我想我可以把这段回忆埋藏在我心里了。

promise

i promise myself 

yesterday was the last day really..

i had wasted 3 weeks time..

i want to chase back all the time i had wasted.

:)

我会让自己过得开心 :)

祝我生日快樂

我知道伤心不能改变什么
那么让我诚实一点
诚实 难免有不能控制的宣泄
只有关上了门不必理谁
一个人坐在空荡包厢里面
手机让它休息一夜
难
想切歌切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能流过十二点

Woh~ 生日快乐
我对自己说
蜡烛点了 寂寞亮了
生日快乐 泪也融了
我要谢谢你给的
你拿走的一切

还爱你 带一点恨
还有时间 才能平衡
热恋伤痕 幻灭重生
祝我生日快乐

一个人坐在空荡包厢里面
手机让它休息一夜
难
想切歌切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能流过十二点

生日快乐
我对自己说
蜡烛点了 寂寞亮了
生日快乐 泪也融了
我要谢谢你给的
你拿走的一切

还爱你 带一点恨
还有时间 才能平衡
热恋伤痕 幻灭重生
祝我生日快乐

还爱你 带一点恨
还有时间 才能平衡
热恋伤痕 幻灭重生
祝我生日快乐


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這首歌很適合我 :(
因為生日前一天哭慘了。

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猜不透
你最近是好是坏的沉默
我也不想去追问太多
但是他为彼此的戏上了锁

猜不透
相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过
无法感受每次触摸
是真的，是热的

如果忽远忽近的洒脱是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果忽冷忽热的温柔是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过

猜不透
相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过
无法感受每次触摸
是真的，是热的

如果忽远忽近的洒脱是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活

如果忽冷忽热的温柔是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过
如果忽远忽近的洒脱是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活

如果忽冷忽热的温柔是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过
到底这感觉谁对谁错
我已不想追求

越是在乎的人越是猜不透

分手篇

分手都已經六天了(11/10/2012)
對於這段感情 我無話可說
很多人都說 怎麼我分手後那麼平靜
我只能說 哭也哭過了 錯的也不是我
只有點不甘心
畢竟 這是三年的感情(從 03/10/2009 - 11/10/2012）
真的很捨不得放手
不過他心變了 變得不再我這了
就讓他走吧。
其實我早就感覺到他心沒在我這了
一直沒說出來 只是希望他會有什麼改變
我對愛情太失望了
對男生太失望了。




不過生氣的是
他竟然在我生日前夕和我分手啊
是想讓我一輩子都記得他？
著20歲的生日過的太不高興了
另外我想說 今天這十月真的是太邪了
我朋友們都分手了 也很多人車禍死亡 =.=
連我自己也中招