讀書

我好像越來越懶惰了
雖然我的成績 沒有比之前差很多

可是多多少少也有點出入
最近很累很累 可是卻很犯賤
因為我依然很遲睡

可能是習慣了我遲睡也不是因為做功課
最近功課很懶去動

我不懂我在搞什麼 心情很糟
之前我們經常吵架 可能有點受影響了吧

沒有動力要讀書
沒有心情要做功課  因為很無聊
想了想 讀那麼多 畢業後 我怎麼可能還記得全部背過的東西？
好像很無謂  讀那麼辛苦 為的就是那張紙
沒辦法  社會就是那麼的現實
沒有一張文憑 可能別人會看不起
如果讀書讀不好 又會說我們浪費父母的錢


才拿短短的一年半 我已經很累了
我很懶惰讀書 可是我卻不能讓我的成績退步
可能是我對書根本沒有興趣吧

這也是我不想讀下去的原因
可是不讀書我還能做什麼？
我不懂我想做什麼 很矛盾

我可以嫁人就算了嗎？

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今天我所有小考都已經考完了

並不輕鬆 因為小考完了 就意味著大考要到了

我又要每天啃書了

加油吧

愛人請給予我鼓勵

不要讓我孤單

:(

最近我身體好像很多毛病 -.-

呼吸不舒服啦

頭痛

尤其是頸

TMD 痛

很酸痛

又睡不好

害我心情很差。

醬痛我該怎麼做功課 or 讀書啊？

我要瘋了

吃大便！

魔鬼中的天使

把太细的神经割掉
会不会比较睡得着
我的心有座灰色的监牢
关着一票黑色念头在吼叫

把太硬的脾气抽掉
会不会比较被明了
你可以重重把我给打倒
但是想都别想我求饶

你是魔鬼中的天使
所以送我心碎的方式
是让我笑到最后一秒为止
才发现自己胸口插了一把刀子
你是魔鬼中的天使
让恨变成太俗气的事
从眼里流下谢谢两个字
尽管叫我疯子 不准叫我傻子

把太硬的脾气抽掉
会不会比较被明了
你可以重重把我给打倒
但是想都别想我求饶

你是魔鬼中的天使
所以送我心碎的方式
是让我笑到最后一秒为止
才发现自己胸口插了一把刀子

你是魔鬼中的天使
让恨变成太俗气的事
从眼里流下谢谢两个字
尽管叫我疯子 不准叫我傻子

随人去拼凑我们的故事
我懒得解释 爱怎么解释
当谁想看我碎裂的样子
我已经又顽强 重生一次

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i addict to this song recently

我喜歡它的旋律，不是它的歌詞

btw, HEBE 下個月要來我們學校了叻

可是 要入門票的 :(

算了，不要去

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鄒先生 說 12月1號  就把我的 facebook 密碼 換掉

原因是 要我專心讀書 不讓我玩 >.<

我看我自己到底可以堅持多久 =.=

郭曉薇

考試加油

exAM

arghhhh

exam exam exam and exam

:((

tired of study liao

macam mana?

lazy to study

sob 

cry

;'((

holiday

my holiday just past like that with my mom at genting at kl

quite bored actually @@

but nvm lar, cuz i acc my mom only mar :)

well, this was 母女trip (got many cousin went too, but i just shopping with mummy) .xp

i ate a lot this few days,ofcuz i felt happy. because of food ;D

i like food very much, im very happy because i do not easily grow fat !

so i can eat as much as what i like ! :)

i miss holiday very much, because i m lazy to study now @@

i guess my result will be very teruk this sem @@

btw, dear leave kuantan 3 months dy. and i didnt meet him for 96 days,

time pass really fast, we are waiting for each other .

:)

Muacksssssssssssssss darling.

tired

S.T.O.P  C.O.M.P.L.A.I.N.I.N.G

I told myself not to complain so much

i told myself to determined

i told myself to be appreciate

i told myself everything will be fine

but sometimes

i just canot control myself

why human have heart?

my we have tear?

why we have feeling?

why.

MY ATTITUDE WILL BASED ON HOW YOU TREAT ME

no exception

because i realize

this is the only way to protect myself from getting hurt.

because i am tired
i am afraid.

My Birthday

Unexpected Birthday this year !

firstly, i celebrated few days before my birthday with my lovely Cousin :)

cook at their house and i got yummy yummy cake to eat :)

happy is because they remembered my birthday !

secondly, my Darling puiling planned surprise for me :)

2 surprise, and thanks for pei si mama, vivien, mei yuen, Qi jia and Aida ~!

they sang birthday song to me ^^

bought me cake and presents. never though of this before !

thirdly, Bao er fetch me,ling,zhen xing, li hyuan and kenny to genting klang makan on my Birthday !

baoer treat me as my birthday present ! :D

other than that, my classmate all gap mai sent message together to me >.<

make my hp so lag ! haha.

thank you all my friends ~for giving me so much happiness !

On the other hand. my mom , sister text me too !

my Brother even give me some special present which was so reality !

hehe.helpful !

Lastly, for my dear, although i only receiced a simple wishes from you.

but i understand and love you :)

two year anniversary

seriously,i'm not waiting for so long to reach today .

cuz i knew we have today ;)

i have FAITH AND CONFIDENCE !

please do not feel tired on me ^^

happy two year anniversary ~♥


i love you my dear Tseu song Jien !!


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lets continue this post few more hours later :)

cuz i gonna take a nap and continue my lecture later !

i'm tired for 8am classes ;'(

**cried!

meow,im free to blog now :)

well,as usual,  im still not in study mood.

but now i had alr received so many assignment to do -.-

ishhh!!

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eeeeeeeeeeee

anniversary, as usual also !

we didn't celebrate ;D

buahahaha

it's not so big !

because we still need to live :)

no celebrate also doesn't matter !

but the most important thing is dear is not with me :)

he working at sarawak.

To Mr Tseu / My lovely Boyfriend ♥♥

a little love (lyrics)

Greatness as you , smallest as me

you show me what is deep as sea

a little love little kiss ,

little hug little gift

all of little something these are our memorize

you make me cry make me smile ,

make me feel that love is true

you always stand my side

i don't want to say goodbye

you make cry make me smile

make me feel the joy of love

oh kissing you .

thank you for all the love you always give to me

oh i love you . 

 

 

 

forgot about the iphone ;)
i will respect your decision =x

i wish your parent not going to sarawak when chinese new year, so that you can come back ;D

this will be my birthday wishes this year !

since this year BIrthday dear tak ada beside me.

present is not important,because my birthday always do not received any present =)

i wish i can dream you on my Birthday xD

muahahahaha !

good night and Good Bye !

 

T.T

话说 我开学啦

一万个不愿意回来上课吖

一开始上课就会很忙 -.-

我自己懒惰的问题 哈哈

读书这里  真的越来越难了啦

对自己很没信心。

因为我懒惰 -.-

最大的问题是我懒惰 T.T

拜拜 xD

我要去 OI OI liao xp

result.

As what i had expected  .my CGPA/ GPA drop =(

English, how to improve my english huh?

Gpa dropped to 3.7.


i got 4A but so what? 1 B- made my gpa and cgpa drop ! 


aikz, fine lo. . . 


+ oil for this semester lurr...


this semester will take five subject , same as usual.


Law again =(  so bored lo.


japanese again =.=  bored too...


but this sem got accounting =)


and my group will add in one people =) a clever person, will be helpful for my group ! yeah ^^v


sat, my brother, mother and i will drive to kl. the send me back =)


happy because they send me back, sad because i dont want to back KL T.T

this sem have six days classes !!!!! five days 8 am !!!!!!

i hate it T.T 

bubu dear, i love you =))

muacksz !