:(

i want to update my blog..
but i have no idea what to start with...

today. i failed to apply for ptptn loan :(
because of my own mistake...
how careless i am..
i m so stupid...
mom need to spend money on me dy :(
luckily i still got scholarship to survive ...
but budget for my CNY clothes had gone

im POOR.


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recently i neglect my studies.
and i feel very guilty.
but i m just very lazy..
where is my motivation.?


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i think im very strong :)
i thought i will

feeling of drunk

the feeling of drunk is really bad.
i just cant remember what i had did ~
vomit whole night and blue black everywhere on my body -,-
i guess i fall down many time..
ishhhh

i swear i would not try it again.

recent's life

最近我过得很好 吃得很饱
我没有自暴自弃
我很珍惜自己的身体
我想妈妈看到我这样会为我高兴吧。

我把所有东西通通都换掉了
好麻烦哦 我以后也不想做这么麻烦的事了 =.=
我拖了好多天 才有勇气把全部东西都拿掉
之前我承认我不敢在 fb 放single..
其实是我自己希望还有机会吧
我也怕全部人会问我
我不会答 为什么
因为我不知道为什么 他不要我
现在
我必须接受事实了。
我真的分手了。
一个月了。

原来正真分手的时候我不敢告诉别人
之前我不想面对
我天天都让自己很忙
忙得没时间想东想西


我明白放过他 是放过自己 这个道理
现在我想我可以把这段回忆埋藏在我心里了。